I had an interview yesterday as a Social Media Assistance for Seven Swords Media. They handle all the advertising for Alex and Ani. More or less, the company is exactly the kind of company I’ve been looking to get my foot in the door with for a career. 

The bad? They need someone pronto. Like… A fucking SAP. 
1. I’ve already committed to babysit during the summer
2. I will have no friends here
3. I will have no family here
4. I would need to find a place to live like uhm… right fucking now.
5. I would be broke
6. I want to play softball with Holloway’s
7. I want to have drunken Funcia nights every Saturday
8. …and bring the plethora of jell-o shots Linz and I made the night before
9. I wouldn’t be able to get a puppy
10. I would be alone
11. …all. alone.

But with all these negatives floating through my head, the most important piece is the positive. I would have a job. In my field. With a promising company.

My heart—my life—is in CT. I don’t know if I’m ready to take such a big leap yet…but I don’t know how I could turn down this opportunity if presented to me. 

(Source: inthosesmokeyblacknights)